SPIRITUAL HEALINGS

Sometimes more than anything else_ the mere existance doesn't even matter, what one is desparate of _is  protecting the self..." the self in existance". In order to protect "the self"_ the word of world doesn't help, What is required is_ to face the reality, but sometimes, the best self defence of life is_to build a wall within. The wall may not sound poditive but dometimes it is the only solution untill there is someone or something that can lead you the way out.  The wall also may not feel strong enough to feel protected and one keeps building such walls to make a fort. But once the fort is build the only thing one  can belive and hope to protect is from by fate.  Its only the fate that decides the final strenght of the temporary fort build and the outcomes thereafter. Such forts may not work for everyone and may counterwork for most but sometimes these forts are only something that can give you the hope of survival of your mere existance in this world.

DEPRESSION: WHAT CAUSES IT TO BE? DOES IT STAYS ALONG LIKE A FRIENIMY OR LINGERS ON LIKE OLD FRANGNANCE? DOES IT HURT TO BE OR DOES IT HURT MORE TO FIGHT BACK? ALL THESE DISCUSSIONS ARE EASIER SAID THAN BEING INTO THE STATE WHAT WE CALL DEPRESSION. THE STATE HAS NO AGE BOUNDARIES NO ECONOMIC STATUS. The STATE HAS NO FACE RECOGNISABLE ENOUGHT UNTILL WE LOOSE OUR LOVED ONE TO IT. DEPRESSION IS NOT A REPLACEMENT OF TERM "SADNESS". ITS DEEP ROOTED TO THE VERY SOUL OF LIFE. IT IS LIKE A VAMPIRE TO THE VERY ESSENCE OF HAPPINESS AND LIFE FORCE ENERGY. IT SLOWLY WEAKENS THE IMMUNITY SYSTEM BY ISSOLATING  FROM WITHIN THE SPIRITUAL  AND THEN THE EMOTIONAL SOUL OF THE INDIVIDUAL POISONING THe PHYSICAL BODY..... 

LIFE... a beautiful moment when a baby first opens up eyes to see the colourful world and experience in conscious. Everything seems life exciting first to be , to do, to feel. and eventually life takes its own course with time. but do we actually grow up apart the physical and other developments.. or should we say do we actually want to grow up after a certain age/ period in life. we are taught the good and the bad, the rights and the wrongs , the smiles and sorrows, the happiness and pain with experiences and sharing.. and we are then expected to behave as per our age numbered in years spent since our birth. but is the what life actually means. is this the true meaning of living or are we just SURVIVING and learning to Survive. Life in true terms is freedom to heart, the love within the openness of imagination filling up of warmth  in the soul, coexisting with mother nature, believing in self and in the power of the universe.  Living means realising the...

"As the thoughts come and go by... just can't hold them all at once.. they slip just like sand in my hands and time moves on...", this is me today morning. Well its a sunny day of summer and the morning light and warmth are overwhelming... it just penetrates and touches the soul with the enlightenment and another day blessed. Life is more than just material.. reaching out to realization the truth brings out more to be discovered within than outside. We all live a life filled with so much to discover reach out and grasp outside that we forget its easier and happier to reach out within... trying living with oneself first would open up so much more. Discovering oneself is the true discovery every individual can make and reach the first level  of true enlightenment of life.